As I sit here reading and enjoying my cup of joe, I am stunned by the silence in my house. Last night, I had one of the greatest experiences in my life. My sweet baby was up coughing helplessly, and he wanted his mama to come get him around 12:00a.m. We usually would get up and watch his little baby einstein video for a bit, give him some water and medicine, and send him off to bed. Right when we sat down, I could tell he didn't want to have anything to do with the video. He was exhausted from coughing, and just wanted to curl up on my lap and sleep. Note: Ben is not the cuddler; never has been; thought he never would be. We eventually moved over to the couch, and he fell asleep using me as his mattress for about an hour. My heart is fluttering. Normally, I am counting the seconds until I can get back to my pillow, but I would have stayed like that all night.
You're probably like, well awesome, but what does this have to do with a blog that is supposed to inspire my the latest and greatest news from the paper world?
Well, I'll tell you. I have been soul searching a lot these days. I have been thinking about what drives me...what drives all of us to get up in the morning and be productive. A good day for me is a productive day --- days when I check things off my list. Lately, I have a list growing faster than I check things off, and it gets over-whelming. Where is the balance? How do you do it all? For me, it's completing one task everyday to the fullest. Last night, this moment with my sick baby curled up on my lap made me realize what I value most---quality time with family/friends. Furthermore, the challenge brought me joy and made my heart flutter. If what I do as a hobby doesn't make me full, it's time to get a new hobby. Am I right? Self- evaluation is one of the hardest, but most productive and honest things you can do for yourself. Knowing what you need to be full and functional is a good place to start.
I was reading this article this morning from Specky Boy: How to Boost Your Creativity in 3 (or 7) Days. I am no graphic designer, but I took a lot of helpful hints from the article.
"Never let your work spill over into your personal time unless it is absolutely necessary."
"Make sure to challenge yourself, but don’t set yourself up for failure."
"It’s always good to build on existing knowledge, as it nurtures creativity."
For me, this translates into practice, practice, practice. And then STOP. And that means stop completely. I may stop a task, but still be thinking about color schemes and stationery designs in the wee hours of the morning.
So, here goes today...
~Run 1 mile
~Cook dinner
~Organize my fonts folder
~Organize my blog pictures folder
~Write follow-up emails to clients
STOP

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